for A.B.
I keep swearing that when I get home
they will be there,
the two boys I lost this winter
one hovering now in the snow above his mother's house
one with his feet just above the ground
(death and success are not the same,
but both are difficult to watch)
the city I left does not exist
without your drunk steering wheel
without your red broom handle
the short walk from my house to yours
has burned to the ground
I was at home, I did not call
because I thought this dead man
would not kiss me
There is a hole in the shape of an owl
in my telephone, in my right arm.
Here there is no tower for me to howl under.
Sid Branca Cook
Troop
In a pit of plastic frogs in paris
I fell, hobbled,
on allée andré breton
the poets rushed forward, mais
non, I winced, je marche
I gnash my teeth,
Roberto,
your thin legs
at which I spent so many hours
--in what language does there lie a yellow bow
to pull my cramping limbs together?
there were grey crossbeams, rain
there was soft, wet, red
I'm tired, she said
un peu fatiguée
the modern, a mantis
has staked me
I examine the flag, standing
my black fingernail flukes across the scape.
- Paris, February 2008
I'm back in Chicago, and so unbelievably busy. updates soon. as it stands I have to make a shadow puppet and a 6' sculpture model in the next 12 hours or so.
For now, go here and support an artist who I respect huge amounts: http://stigmatattoo.deviantart.com/journal/17678910/
<3
s
I'm currently in paris, I will be here until mid march, studying the central & eastern european emigre culture of france.
perhaps my travels will mean some new photography, or (heaven forbid) some new writing; we'll see.
love
s
ps: for more casual wordings, try http://sans-filet.livejournal.com/